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Post by Lyme Challenged on Sept 19, 2022 6:50:03 GMT -5
by James Linn
There comes a day when there are no longer any good days, and you pray that the Good Lord will take you from your rotting flesh and take your spirit into His arms.
I died from my first of 55 heart attacks caused by Lyme Myocarditis and Cardiac-Adrenal Pain Syndrome, and there, in the first moments of the afterlife, there is no pain or brain fog or crippled, disfigured bones, but a perfect spiritual body.
I can't wait for that day to come again for good. I have had enough of this suffering and shame from what my body has become.
There was a time when no girl refused to dance with me, and people did not look away or stare in ignorant amusement. Sadly, many of them will walk in my shoes someday and wonder why this happened to them.
I take comfort in the Book of Job for I know where all sickness comes from. Lucifer, you cannot have my soul, and from the dust, my body was taken, and to the dust, I shall return.
My spirit, the intellect of my soul, will return to the LORD who made it, and in the war to come I will once again fight along with the other angels who fought against you in the first war in Heaven.
You have already lost, so take it out on my flesh all you want. I will live forever but you will go into the Lake of Fire to be no more.
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Post by James Linn on Sept 19, 2022 14:21:19 GMT -5
There is no such thing as remission. I have been infected for 63 of my 66 years on this Earth. What there is are 6-year cycles where active spirochetes are released from cysts protected by biofilm and places immunities cannot go, and they attack a new area or vital organ. Those "remissions" are simply areas of your body that have been wasted nearly to the point of failure so the disease wanes. But that is when it slowly begins to attack you in some other area, usually the weakest part of your body where it will do its damage for another 6-year period. Always be prepared for the 6-year period of heart attacks. They will either be colonies of biofilm attached to your heart's valves, or a combination of Lyme Myocarditis/Endocarditis AND Cardiac-Adrenal Pain Syndrome, caused by Chronic Intractable Pain. You will only survive even the first heart attack IF you already have Nitroglycerin tablets and use them as follows: Take 2 at a time, and as soon as they dissolve under your tongue, take 2 more. Continue this until the heart attack is squashed or it will just keep coming back like a rollercoaster. The other thing you can do is NOT long-term antibiotics, but a single IV infusion of 2 grams of Rocephin and LIDOCAINE and sterile dilutant. It must be done manually over a 10-minute period. The key here is the LIDOCAINE. It acts as an anesthetic against many pathogens and renders them "unconscious" enough that the broad spectrum Rocephin can do its job. Repeat this about every 2-3 months and you can initially take Doxy or Minocycline AND Metronidazole between the first and second infusion containing the Lidocaine. You can also get a shot of Bacilli in your rump at the time of the infusions. When spirochetes are active, they have a 28-day cycle of reproduction, and you usually experience itching that goes to the bone. Take Benadryl and check your calendar for the next infusion. This is provided you can find a LLMD that is aware of this little theory. It will be the only time you have an authentic Jarish-Herxheimer Reaction also, which will last about 3 months. So, hunker down, prepare for the worst followed by the best, and good luck finding that LLMD that will do this for you. If not, which is more likely, you will eventually end up like me and pray for death to come swiftly by the grace of God. BTW - A Lyme Myocarditis heart attack is not a bad way to go. A few minutes of chest-squashing pain, then you watch your vision fade to black, you hear that last heartbeat, and then you are in the afterlife, free of pain and still in full control of all of your thought processes. If the good LORD does toss you back, expect it to take about 6 months to get over it. You hopefully will find a reason to endure more suffering, such as grandchildren or a winning lottery ticket. It is nice to know you are leaving loved ones something to get by on financially.
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